1 September 2010

This is the time i will sit for my 3rd exam paper..

I study so long..

I have study nothing..

What i study also don't know.

Please god..let me hv a pass in all my paper..

I know i can do it..

I wan it for my future and my good for my parent see..

I fight for my future with me and my baobei..

Cause I believe we can..

With all my confident..

I ♥ the way me and my baobei goes..

I ♥ to stay here with my dearest friend..

I can't leave without them..

They are one of my part..

Basic Restaurant service..

I ♥ you..

please don't make me tired on it..

Let me live here..

Give me a pass on it..

--3nd--

30 August 2010

Actual Yvonne BACK..

She back to normal..

Hopefully I won't cry for nonsense things..

I won't think of you again..

Cause you finding your future..

I getting my path way to go..

I having lots of challenge to go..

Lot of Friend to love me..

My SMILE make every Friends and Family happy without WORRY

Smile to everyone who you facing..

That is what we should do in our LIFE

Our FATE IS DEFEAT BY US and IT IS CHANGE BY OUR OWN WAY..

--3nd--

27 August 2010

My tear dropping silently..

The moment I walking all the way is a sadness way I had go through..

I can't get to fucking forget the way you take care me,love me and hug me..

The moment is pass though our mind..

In this sickness night I thinking of you..

The person I wont like to get in is only YOU..

But the time is pass too fast..

I can't chase it back..

It won't happen to us again..

It just my false to did that..

Everything I know from your friends..

He told me that..

Sorry for everything I did to you make you trouble and sad again..

Nothing i can done again..

Let it be the way we walk for our future..

Every single word I wrote in your wall are truthfully from my heart..

Every sentence of word I wrote with my fully tear of sadness..

--end--

22 August 2010

LOVE

Love really can replace by someone?

Love which are past still can remain to last time?

The answer is "NO"

Impossible it will get to replace by someone.

But, the love which are past just can be memory.

The love already given a bottom gap line between both past couple.

I try on it already for the past time.

It can remain anythings.

Even a normal friends,

Both still have some feeling can't solve on it.

That is the feeling of shy,scare,weird and don't know what to start for the topic.

I already Give Up for the chance,

I don't mean you can be mine Partner Future.

But I given myself a chance to look over the big world.

You are No One in my life.

I can destroy you shadow anytime.

--end--

19 August 2010

After woke up,

My mind full of your shadow in my eye full of you face.

I feel down when know you on relation,

I feel that not true which out from my sense.

You make us more stranger now,

Do you know it not a good feeling toward me?

I hope I can forget you forever.

I hope I can get in a forgettable situation.

I hope my mind been delete all the memory.

I hope I lost in this difficult world.

I don't hope to see everyone who harmful to my life anymore.

I tired to it.

I don't want to miss you anymore.

Please get out from my world.

Go away!!!!!

I hate all of this.

I wonder,

Why I get to meet you?

Why I get to know you?

Why I fall in love to you?

Why we get together?

Why we have so many sweet memory together?

Why we have end on it?

Why we can't back to it?

If I din't know who are you,

I think I wont be suffer here.

I hope I get in accident and forget everything.

The most important is forget you in my mind.

--end--

28/7/2010

You are the one who give me a hope,

You are the one who leave me away,

You are the one who break my heart to piece,

and now..

You give me back the hope,

I having a freaky heart to accept this.

I been hurt by you deeply,

It is giving a chance to myself or destroy my life again?

What ever I did is given me a terrible feeling..

Did you know i hate everything you did to me?

You not changing yourself..

But you changing more and more stubborn to me..

I hate you stubborn attitude very much..

Stop it began stubborn...

[Don't be Big Man toward the person you love,I cant stand for it]

What you wants actually is between the heart and your brain.

You not the big method of things.

Live without everyone, I still can stand on it.

The life is began success or destroy is depend on what action I take.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that I have a thousand reasons to smile.

I hope you get back to me,

I hope you are the guy i really hope and aspect..

You not giving the chance to me..

I love you and miss you..

but i more scare to been hurt deeply..

What shall I take the step?

To accept You back?

To back to normal friend?

Everyone teach me what action i need to take?

-- end--

20/7/2010

well..today i duno what happen..

i very crazy and din feel tired but feel happy..

i just say sorry to bi cause no reason..

i also duno what happen say sorry to him..

but dont know wat happen..

when i alone..

i will feel losing LOVE,CARE & MISS

I feel lose of him..

but more on other..

i tired already..

what i really wants?

YOVORI what you really wants?

stop on those stupid things..

not worth anymore..

concentrate to ur study and show it to those people who lose you and fly you..

tell them you r the loser and you are the person who lose everything.

--end--

18/7/2010

every time i get the same thing happen

and same feeling

when every time back to here..

why?

i just back to here to get my happiness..

why i get back the opposite things?

i just want get my favor home feeling..

want to see how dad and mom..

but i get back the sadness..

i have plan all the thing still will give your all mess it..

and get the trouble shoot is me..

get the big scold also me..

izit eldest daughter need to face all this things?

did anyone know my feeling?

it not a nice feeling..

i feel it hard to live in this world more longer..

please bring me away from here..

--end--

14 July 2010

last 2 days i have a fight with my dear..just cause of my 2 little hamster had dead..

and i was told him i will go bak to hometown and have a walk at Midvalley look for hamster toys..

in the time..

and call him to acc me(just accompany)

but...

he start mad and scold me..

just he having a problem of financial and come to scold me..

it was de 2nd time..

>.<

de nx days..

i din contact with him..until he find me..

de 1st msg he send to me is "I really dunno what you want nw"

i dun feel want anything..

i just want you to noe whose the wrong..

i just want you to start sayang me back "tam"me back

i really feel sad on that time get de msg..

but pretend nth on..

coz i dun1 fight for it..

summore i hyper tired..

and look very pale..

i jst have 3 hour sleep tat time..

on the admin block..the worker ask me.."what happen to you, why look so pale and tired"

lecturer say me; "yvonne you look pale on this same"

haizz..going to dead my dear fren and lecturer..

i miss my sweethome..miss my mom cook..miss my grandfather chinese tea..>.<

coming friday will back to KL..

-- End--

6 july 2010

woo..already long time din write blog..

on Sunday(4/7/10)

ah bi bought me FeiZhu(my little hamster)

they very cute oh..

^^

Feifei-->male

Zhuzhu-->female

they very active all the nite day..

and sleep on day time..

(same as me)

^^

they still strange to the new owner(me& ah bi)

and also their new cages..

let it 1 week see how^^

muakzzz thank ah bi..

you hv bought me 2 baby to accompany me..

== 3nd ==

22 June 2010

yesterday

duno is my wrong or is his wrong..

why i so stupid wait him leh?

worry = scolding/fucking scold

worry and scolding is de same meaning?

before scold people please check for de dictionary..

i worry u mean i scold u..

and giv u fuck me till i gonna cry out..

and u tell me u no nid to tell me

"where u go or what u doing.."

u know what u saying anot?

i will put tis in my heart and also mind..

wat u wan mean tat is..

no nid tell me sorry..

is my false..

ok..

dun force me anymore..

WORRY= SCOLD

==End==

14 June 2010

just past a new day (12.03am)

i just finish do assignment since morning wake up until now..

i have finish a comment card assignment only just now..and get to bath..

i very tired..hyper tired..

nobody noe..

i tell U..

u din even noticed..

and din even noe wat de feel..

later morning 10.30 Am hav exam for Marketing and Promotion Techniques..

damn hard f0r me on tis subject..

i dun even get to understand it..

now my body all muscle pain until duno how to say..

summore i hvn get my dinner..

haizzz...

==End==

11 June 2010

today 11 am class for Basic Kitchen Operation(practical)

cook cook~~song^^

hehe..

but t0day dun feel happy..

cause those bitch say my bad things..

if they have sum comment i dun mind accpet them to tell me infront to me..

but dun talk to that CB..

u think u 2 is wat?

1 pretend know cook..

1 pretend very smart n clever..

in kitchen dun even k who r u..

i still cooperate with u all..

and u all still is de same classmate i dun1 get any argument..

but..

u guys dun 4get..

all people have feeling and emotion..

all of us have de bottom line..

dun step too over..

it will as people say.."you are play with fire"

don't think v easy to get bully..

v just dun1 fight with those useless people like u guys..

BITCH~~

==STOP==

6/6/2010

11.30pm++ just finish ate dinner wit Vicky and Ricky bi..

after fetch Vicky back hostel..v park back the car and go for a walk..

until Dataran there..

a female cat "meow~~" us..

and follow us sit at dataran there..

and she stick wit bibi..

and bite my hand when i sayang her..T.T

Ricky bibi with 3von baobei..

the female cat which stick with bibi and bite me the..T.T

This photo of the cat look cute^^

Smiling cat(actually she sleeping or smiling with ricky i also duno==)

29 May 2010

early in de morning..5.10am

just now i back fr0m The Cues..

snooker place..

while i walked back t0 hostel..

i look on to the sky..

the sky are very nice and peaceful with full moon and cloud..

i had stopped and look to the sky..

when i look to it..

my mind start think of my parent..

my life..

and y i nid to unhappy for those nonsense sumtime..

it not worth to me..

it make ppl more sad..

everytime i can think like tis..

when i normal time..

mean i not mad time..

but when the time problem coming..

facing plenty of problem..

my mind start abnormal..

what also cant think and cool down..

why i hyper stupid??

haizzz..

i think tat is wat ppl say..

Cakap pertama,buat kedua..

说容易，做就辛苦。。

** End **

27 May 2010

tis my 2nd day blog..

t0day i feel very very very lonely and very sad..

i feel tis world just can believe myself..

i cant stand to those people say 1 thing do 1 this..

they are hyper actor in this world..

fuck u..

i jst now feel wanna buy shoe..

coz my scandal alr spoil soon and my sport shoe alr spoil too..

but i continue wear it...

actually frm now only i noe..

wat i expect actually is cant easily get it..

there many things i should did and do it..

but i haven done it yet..

my life too much of challenging..

i love it..but not to my parent..

not on my closely fren..

even my simple life i also can put in wonderful ways just see i wanna to put anot..

please..

i gonna give up everything even fren..

in my life just have my family,parent and study>.<

**End**

27 May 2010

t0day i have skip my last class..T.T

0ver sleep at n00n..

stupid..

think th0se ppl will c0me and fetch me..

but n0..

next time..please if cant do tat dun pretend u can did tat..

tat will make ppl skip many things..

i w0nt depend on the ppl who like t0 put aeroplane..

that n0t w0rth t0 me..

WTF>.<

n0wadays have many people very selfish..

just care f0r themselves..

if i not those ppl CP i wont bother anythings..

start next sem..i no nid to bother any nonsense of things anymore..

remember..i treat u guys as fren i will find u and talk to u..

when i despair to u guys attitude..i wont bother wat u did to me and wat u wanna me to do..

from semester 1 i treat u r as my fren..but i treat as stupid ppl..

when i think u r de fren i can trust but u think i jst have u 1 of de fren call me here n there..

have u guys even feel i also born by my parent..i also hv my feeling..

not everytime can tahan all of u guys word and action..

behave yourself what u should did..

if i did tat to u..u also wont like it..

when i no heart to u guys?WHEN?

when u wanna me go find u all..i just say OK and din even say NO...

This call no heart?

when u guys have sum problem i help u guys..

but when i have problem..

who noe?

just I the person run for de problem and solve the problem my own..

when i having problem time..

nobody beside me give any support..

I just hope you guys understand what my situation..

non of you are..

everytime in all of your eye i am the person who happy every hour every day..wont have unhappy things de..rite?

FUCK OFF!!!

Ya,I no heart

start from now..

u guys only my fren..

not the person i give hope anymore..

i have my best fren just myself and Ee Wen, Siew Li

i will pretend all the things i should do..

but when need help..

PLEASE..

find your own best person or fren to solve it..

non to me i wont did..

I not useful to u guys anymore..

just u all can say me selfish..

just think..

i same as u all only..

SELFISH!!!

**End**

24 May 2010

aiy0y0~~

alr 3.46am j0r..

i at de bed role from 2.15 until n0w..

i still cant get in sleep..==

i damn tired..think can g0 t0 bed early..

but my brain start disturbing me t0 meet my Mr Right at dream..

keep thinking thinking and bili bala there..

totally dun0 wat it think and say..==

erm erm..

Sunday(23/5/10)

de 1st day at Nono Restaurant w0rk..

fuyohhh..

there als0 nid us t0 write CHINESE w0rd de..

please la..n0w wat w0rld 0h..

English is m0re imp0rtant la..

== wakakak..c0z i d0nn0 Chinese sure say tat..

ngek ngek..

t0day i nth FAN + WORRY c0z my b0dy keep w0rking whole day

t0 let me Think de bad news fr0m de Pass..

but i know myself..

tis bad news 1day will run away and get a Happy + Enjoy life t0 me back..

♥♥♥♥

== 3nd ==

23 May 2010

m0rning all

^^

t0day i get much better d..even saw him on9 i dun feel scare de..

y i shld scare of him..no point als0..=p

i have my bibi n dear sayang n care me..

have my big brother to take k me..love me..

wat i gonna t0 scare anymore..

please go away la..=p

i very bored leh..

i play c0mputer frm

table --> bed--> floor

aiyoyo~~

y my life s0 b0red de..i wanna w0rk la..

i wanna get m0ney t0 buy my stuff la..

work work work..

study study study~~

i love u all^^

hehe..

i wanna

--3nd--