12 October 2010

Our day just end like a rainy day..

You bring my soul with you..

And now you leave me alone..

I miss the way you with me..

But it won't be the chance anymore..

The soul about you still in my mind till the day I forget everything..

Just same as the way I Love You..

Don't forget the way we know each other..

Don't forget our kiss and feeling..

Keep it as memory..

=)

I miss you~

♥

--3nd--

30 September 2010

29 Septermber 2010..

my result have out..

I feel disappointed to the result I get..

Even I pass all the subject..

I be more greedy to expect get A..

after review back overall status get last semester..

Feel useless to myself..

because cant even get a grad A..

Hope my parent will accept the result I get..

Sorry dad and mom..

♥

--end--

21 September 2010

I at home wait my young sister back from school..

because wanna bring her go to Mcd..

but she make me very disappointed..

I donno why will care my little brother when going out to Mcd..

I think is because of she still young..

even close the door..

she hv 1 hand also dun wanna help me to close the door and call my brother..

summore MY FREN help him say the same thing n zhat me..

I more not happy..

Even how i call my brother do thing..

no stranger can say me..

except my family..

because other not my family member dont understand what my attitude..

but my sister understand my attitude still say those STUPID word..

*mad up*

that why i scold her..

I buy thing let her eat..

she dun eat..

care her just waste my energy..

what for I need care all of u?

because you all my family..

if not I won't even consider how your feeling is thinking..

UNDERSTOOD?

*haizz*

*upsad*

--end--

19 September 2010

I don't know what happen to HIM

Just because of that photo..

make you scold me..

If you don't like the photo I post up..

Please delete it from your FACEBOOK

If u show the sour face to me..

Why don't you kill me?

I ask what happen..Don't wanna tell me..

I come here just wan see you not wanna see your sour face..

You make me sad cause of it..

If you don't LIKE

Next time I won't come to here accompany with you already..

Last time who tell me Sunday off accompany you..

WHO???

Now this Sunday what do you give me??????

Don't even care my feeling..

My feeling hard to care ma?

YA!!!!

IT hard..

Cause nobody get to me yet..

=)

This still my world..

I don't get to Yours..

You can't find out my world too..

SAD for NOTHING

--end--

11 September 2010

I now only get to know..

Actually what also don't know since when my sister get to those things..

My tear is dropping out..

Just not because of my I get to know nothing..

but is because of..my sister because more worst..

I really fail to become a good sister..

I just know treat them good,love them, what they wan I buy what to them..

help them everything..

Actually I bring them to dead road..

She already became a girl I properly don't know how to help already..

She changing like what kind of girl I don't know already..

I get to see her photo with his boyfriend..

Even he is in relation I also don't know..

=)

sorry mom i don't know how to teach this sister anymore..

--end--

10 September 2010

I don't know I should mad on her or mad on myself cause of fail to be a good sister!

I don't know how to care her anymore..

What we say are bad to her..

What we talk of that is fault too..

I feel she hurting my lovely parent..

I don't hope my parent get more sickness on this problem..

Why don't you guy give a hand to your parent?

Can't even help them do some simple work at home..

I study at other place..

After back from Kampar..I facing this all..

Every week with other problem..

=)

All quite challenging to me..

I think that all just myself can't control all this thing..

I fail to b a good daughter and good sister too..

=)

--3nd-

3 September 2010

I had finish my last paper ( Marketing and Promotion Technique)

I not much confident to this paper..

But I know I can process to Diploma..

I wont make my parent disappointed..

I also hope to see all my friend back..

But unfortunately..

My dearest friend Lee Siew Li and Vicky will stop study..

I miss them very much..

Cause this semester is they accompany me when

I sad,happy and also I facing many problem too..

I hope to come any miracle between all of us..

I wish you guy will stay apart of me..

Without you guy..

No more people accompany me have dinner,go As and etc..

I wish all my course friend pass their every subject exam and process together with us..

We have sit together in 1 year and for month..

I don't how to less one of you guys..

No matter we had quarrel,fighting or assignment problem..

You all still my friend no matter best or normal friends...

I ♥ you guys

--3nd--

1 September 2010

This is the time i will sit for my 3rd exam paper..

I study so long..

I have study nothing..

What i study also don't know.

Please god..let me hv a pass in all my paper..

I know i can do it..

I wan it for my future and my good for my parent see..

I fight for my future with me and my baobei..

Cause I believe we can..

With all my confident..

I ♥ the way me and my baobei goes..

I ♥ to stay here with my dearest friend..

I can't leave without them..

They are one of my part..

Basic Restaurant service..

I ♥ you..

please don't make me tired on it..

Let me live here..

Give me a pass on it..

--3nd--

30 August 2010

Actual Yvonne BACK..

She back to normal..

Hopefully I won't cry for nonsense things..

I won't think of you again..

Cause you finding your future..

I getting my path way to go..

I having lots of challenge to go..

Lot of Friend to love me..

My SMILE make every Friends and Family happy without WORRY

Smile to everyone who you facing..

That is what we should do in our LIFE

Our FATE IS DEFEAT BY US and IT IS CHANGE BY OUR OWN WAY..

--3nd--

27 August 2010

My tear dropping silently..

The moment I walking all the way is a sadness way I had go through..

I can't get to fucking forget the way you take care me,love me and hug me..

The moment is pass though our mind..

In this sickness night I thinking of you..

The person I wont like to get in is only YOU..

But the time is pass too fast..

I can't chase it back..

It won't happen to us again..

It just my false to did that..

Everything I know from your friends..

He told me that..

Sorry for everything I did to you make you trouble and sad again..

Nothing i can done again..

Let it be the way we walk for our future..

Every single word I wrote in your wall are truthfully from my heart..

Every sentence of word I wrote with my fully tear of sadness..

--end--

22 August 2010

LOVE

Love really can replace by someone?

Love which are past still can remain to last time?

The answer is "NO"

Impossible it will get to replace by someone.

But, the love which are past just can be memory.

The love already given a bottom gap line between both past couple.

I try on it already for the past time.

It can remain anythings.

Even a normal friends,

Both still have some feeling can't solve on it.

That is the feeling of shy,scare,weird and don't know what to start for the topic.

I already Give Up for the chance,

I don't mean you can be mine Partner Future.

But I given myself a chance to look over the big world.

You are No One in my life.

I can destroy you shadow anytime.

--end--

19 August 2010

After woke up,

My mind full of your shadow in my eye full of you face.

I feel down when know you on relation,

I feel that not true which out from my sense.

You make us more stranger now,

Do you know it not a good feeling toward me?

I hope I can forget you forever.

I hope I can get in a forgettable situation.

I hope my mind been delete all the memory.

I hope I lost in this difficult world.

I don't hope to see everyone who harmful to my life anymore.

I tired to it.

I don't want to miss you anymore.

Please get out from my world.

Go away!!!!!

I hate all of this.

I wonder,

Why I get to meet you?

Why I get to know you?

Why I fall in love to you?

Why we get together?

Why we have so many sweet memory together?

Why we have end on it?

Why we can't back to it?

If I din't know who are you,

I think I wont be suffer here.

I hope I get in accident and forget everything.

The most important is forget you in my mind.

--end--

28/7/2010

You are the one who give me a hope,

You are the one who leave me away,

You are the one who break my heart to piece,

and now..

You give me back the hope,

I having a freaky heart to accept this.

I been hurt by you deeply,

It is giving a chance to myself or destroy my life again?

What ever I did is given me a terrible feeling..

Did you know i hate everything you did to me?

You not changing yourself..

But you changing more and more stubborn to me..

I hate you stubborn attitude very much..

Stop it began stubborn...

[Don't be Big Man toward the person you love,I cant stand for it]

What you wants actually is between the heart and your brain.

You not the big method of things.

Live without everyone, I still can stand on it.

The life is began success or destroy is depend on what action I take.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that I have a thousand reasons to smile.

I hope you get back to me,

I hope you are the guy i really hope and aspect..

You not giving the chance to me..

I love you and miss you..

but i more scare to been hurt deeply..

What shall I take the step?

To accept You back?

To back to normal friend?

Everyone teach me what action i need to take?

-- end--

20/7/2010

well..today i duno what happen..

i very crazy and din feel tired but feel happy..

i just say sorry to bi cause no reason..

i also duno what happen say sorry to him..

but dont know wat happen..

when i alone..

i will feel losing LOVE,CARE & MISS

I feel lose of him..

but more on other..

i tired already..

what i really wants?

YOVORI what you really wants?

stop on those stupid things..

not worth anymore..

concentrate to ur study and show it to those people who lose you and fly you..

tell them you r the loser and you are the person who lose everything.

--end--

18/7/2010

every time i get the same thing happen

and same feeling

when every time back to here..

why?

i just back to here to get my happiness..

why i get back the opposite things?

i just want get my favor home feeling..

want to see how dad and mom..

but i get back the sadness..

i have plan all the thing still will give your all mess it..

and get the trouble shoot is me..

get the big scold also me..

izit eldest daughter need to face all this things?

did anyone know my feeling?

it not a nice feeling..

i feel it hard to live in this world more longer..

please bring me away from here..

--end--

14 July 2010

last 2 days i have a fight with my dear..just cause of my 2 little hamster had dead..

and i was told him i will go bak to hometown and have a walk at Midvalley look for hamster toys..

in the time..

and call him to acc me(just accompany)

but...

he start mad and scold me..

just he having a problem of financial and come to scold me..

it was de 2nd time..

>.<

de nx days..

i din contact with him..until he find me..

de 1st msg he send to me is "I really dunno what you want nw"

i dun feel want anything..

i just want you to noe whose the wrong..

i just want you to start sayang me back "tam"me back

i really feel sad on that time get de msg..

but pretend nth on..

coz i dun1 fight for it..

summore i hyper tired..

and look very pale..

i jst have 3 hour sleep tat time..

on the admin block..the worker ask me.."what happen to you, why look so pale and tired"

lecturer say me; "yvonne you look pale on this same"

haizz..going to dead my dear fren and lecturer..

i miss my sweethome..miss my mom cook..miss my grandfather chinese tea..>.<

coming friday will back to KL..

-- End--

6 july 2010

woo..already long time din write blog..

on Sunday(4/7/10)

ah bi bought me FeiZhu(my little hamster)

they very cute oh..

^^

Feifei-->male

Zhuzhu-->female

they very active all the nite day..

and sleep on day time..

(same as me)

^^

they still strange to the new owner(me& ah bi)

and also their new cages..

let it 1 week see how^^

muakzzz thank ah bi..

you hv bought me 2 baby to accompany me..

== 3nd ==

22 June 2010

yesterday

duno is my wrong or is his wrong..

why i so stupid wait him leh?

worry = scolding/fucking scold

worry and scolding is de same meaning?

before scold people please check for de dictionary..

i worry u mean i scold u..

and giv u fuck me till i gonna cry out..

and u tell me u no nid to tell me

"where u go or what u doing.."

u know what u saying anot?

i will put tis in my heart and also mind..

wat u wan mean tat is..

no nid tell me sorry..

is my false..

ok..

dun force me anymore..

WORRY= SCOLD

==End==

14 June 2010

just past a new day (12.03am)

i just finish do assignment since morning wake up until now..

i have finish a comment card assignment only just now..and get to bath..

i very tired..hyper tired..

nobody noe..

i tell U..

u din even noticed..

and din even noe wat de feel..

later morning 10.30 Am hav exam for Marketing and Promotion Techniques..

damn hard f0r me on tis subject..

i dun even get to understand it..

now my body all muscle pain until duno how to say..

summore i hvn get my dinner..

haizzz...

==End==

11 June 2010

today 11 am class for Basic Kitchen Operation(practical)

cook cook~~song^^

hehe..

but t0day dun feel happy..

cause those bitch say my bad things..

if they have sum comment i dun mind accpet them to tell me infront to me..

but dun talk to that CB..

u think u 2 is wat?

1 pretend know cook..

1 pretend very smart n clever..

in kitchen dun even k who r u..

i still cooperate with u all..

and u all still is de same classmate i dun1 get any argument..

but..

u guys dun 4get..

all people have feeling and emotion..

all of us have de bottom line..

dun step too over..

it will as people say.."you are play with fire"

don't think v easy to get bully..

v just dun1 fight with those useless people like u guys..

BITCH~~

==STOP==

6/6/2010

11.30pm++ just finish ate dinner wit Vicky and Ricky bi..

after fetch Vicky back hostel..v park back the car and go for a walk..

until Dataran there..

a female cat "meow~~" us..

and follow us sit at dataran there..

and she stick wit bibi..

and bite my hand when i sayang her..T.T

Ricky bibi with 3von baobei..

the female cat which stick with bibi and bite me the..T.T

This photo of the cat look cute^^

Smiling cat(actually she sleeping or smiling with ricky i also duno==)

29 May 2010

early in de morning..5.10am

just now i back fr0m The Cues..

snooker place..

while i walked back t0 hostel..

i look on to the sky..

the sky are very nice and peaceful with full moon and cloud..

i had stopped and look to the sky..

when i look to it..

my mind start think of my parent..

my life..

and y i nid to unhappy for those nonsense sumtime..

it not worth to me..

it make ppl more sad..

everytime i can think like tis..

when i normal time..

mean i not mad time..

but when the time problem coming..

facing plenty of problem..

my mind start abnormal..

what also cant think and cool down..

why i hyper stupid??

haizzz..

i think tat is wat ppl say..

Cakap pertama,buat kedua..

说容易，做就辛苦。。

** End **