30 September 2010

29 Septermber 2010..

my result have out..

I feel disappointed to the result I get..

Even I pass all the subject..

I be more greedy to expect get A..

after review back overall status get last semester..

Feel useless to myself..

because cant even get a grad A..

Hope my parent will accept the result I get..

Sorry dad and mom..

♥

--end--

21 September 2010

I at home wait my young sister back from school..

because wanna bring her go to Mcd..

but she make me very disappointed..

I donno why will care my little brother when going out to Mcd..

I think is because of she still young..

even close the door..

she hv 1 hand also dun wanna help me to close the door and call my brother..

summore MY FREN help him say the same thing n zhat me..

I more not happy..

Even how i call my brother do thing..

no stranger can say me..

except my family..

because other not my family member dont understand what my attitude..

but my sister understand my attitude still say those STUPID word..

*mad up*

that why i scold her..

I buy thing let her eat..

she dun eat..

care her just waste my energy..

what for I need care all of u?

because you all my family..

if not I won't even consider how your feeling is thinking..

UNDERSTOOD?

*haizz*

*upsad*

--end--

19 September 2010

I don't know what happen to HIM

Just because of that photo..

make you scold me..

If you don't like the photo I post up..

Please delete it from your FACEBOOK

If u show the sour face to me..

Why don't you kill me?

I ask what happen..Don't wanna tell me..

I come here just wan see you not wanna see your sour face..

You make me sad cause of it..

If you don't LIKE

Next time I won't come to here accompany with you already..

Last time who tell me Sunday off accompany you..

WHO???

Now this Sunday what do you give me??????

Don't even care my feeling..

My feeling hard to care ma?

YA!!!!

IT hard..

Cause nobody get to me yet..

=)

This still my world..

I don't get to Yours..

You can't find out my world too..

SAD for NOTHING

--end--

11 September 2010

I now only get to know..

Actually what also don't know since when my sister get to those things..

My tear is dropping out..

Just not because of my I get to know nothing..

but is because of..my sister because more worst..

I really fail to become a good sister..

I just know treat them good,love them, what they wan I buy what to them..

help them everything..

Actually I bring them to dead road..

She already became a girl I properly don't know how to help already..

She changing like what kind of girl I don't know already..

I get to see her photo with his boyfriend..

Even he is in relation I also don't know..

=)

sorry mom i don't know how to teach this sister anymore..

--end--

10 September 2010

I don't know I should mad on her or mad on myself cause of fail to be a good sister!

I don't know how to care her anymore..

What we say are bad to her..

What we talk of that is fault too..

I feel she hurting my lovely parent..

I don't hope my parent get more sickness on this problem..

Why don't you guy give a hand to your parent?

Can't even help them do some simple work at home..

I study at other place..

After back from Kampar..I facing this all..

Every week with other problem..

=)

All quite challenging to me..

I think that all just myself can't control all this thing..

I fail to b a good daughter and good sister too..

=)

--3nd-

3 September 2010

I had finish my last paper ( Marketing and Promotion Technique)

I not much confident to this paper..

But I know I can process to Diploma..

I wont make my parent disappointed..

I also hope to see all my friend back..

But unfortunately..

My dearest friend Lee Siew Li and Vicky will stop study..

I miss them very much..

Cause this semester is they accompany me when

I sad,happy and also I facing many problem too..

I hope to come any miracle between all of us..

I wish you guy will stay apart of me..

Without you guy..

No more people accompany me have dinner,go As and etc..

I wish all my course friend pass their every subject exam and process together with us..

We have sit together in 1 year and for month..

I don't how to less one of you guys..

No matter we had quarrel,fighting or assignment problem..

You all still my friend no matter best or normal friends...

I ♥ you guys

--3nd--