28/7/2010

You are the one who give me a hope,

You are the one who leave me away,

You are the one who break my heart to piece,

and now..

You give me back the hope,

I having a freaky heart to accept this.

I been hurt by you deeply,

It is giving a chance to myself or destroy my life again?

What ever I did is given me a terrible feeling..

Did you know i hate everything you did to me?

You not changing yourself..

But you changing more and more stubborn to me..

I hate you stubborn attitude very much..

Stop it began stubborn...

[Don't be Big Man toward the person you love,I cant stand for it]

What you wants actually is between the heart and your brain.

You not the big method of things.

Live without everyone, I still can stand on it.

The life is began success or destroy is depend on what action I take.

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that I have a thousand reasons to smile.

I hope you get back to me,

I hope you are the guy i really hope and aspect..

You not giving the chance to me..

I love you and miss you..

but i more scare to been hurt deeply..

What shall I take the step?

To accept You back?

To back to normal friend?

Everyone teach me what action i need to take?

-- end--

20/7/2010

well..today i duno what happen..

i very crazy and din feel tired but feel happy..

i just say sorry to bi cause no reason..

i also duno what happen say sorry to him..

but dont know wat happen..

when i alone..

i will feel losing LOVE,CARE & MISS

I feel lose of him..

but more on other..

i tired already..

what i really wants?

YOVORI what you really wants?

stop on those stupid things..

not worth anymore..

concentrate to ur study and show it to those people who lose you and fly you..

tell them you r the loser and you are the person who lose everything.

--end--

18/7/2010

every time i get the same thing happen

and same feeling

when every time back to here..

why?

i just back to here to get my happiness..

why i get back the opposite things?

i just want get my favor home feeling..

want to see how dad and mom..

but i get back the sadness..

i have plan all the thing still will give your all mess it..

and get the trouble shoot is me..

get the big scold also me..

izit eldest daughter need to face all this things?

did anyone know my feeling?

it not a nice feeling..

i feel it hard to live in this world more longer..

please bring me away from here..

--end--

14 July 2010

last 2 days i have a fight with my dear..just cause of my 2 little hamster had dead..

and i was told him i will go bak to hometown and have a walk at Midvalley look for hamster toys..

in the time..

and call him to acc me(just accompany)

but...

he start mad and scold me..

just he having a problem of financial and come to scold me..

it was de 2nd time..

>.<

de nx days..

i din contact with him..until he find me..

de 1st msg he send to me is "I really dunno what you want nw"

i dun feel want anything..

i just want you to noe whose the wrong..

i just want you to start sayang me back "tam"me back

i really feel sad on that time get de msg..

but pretend nth on..

coz i dun1 fight for it..

summore i hyper tired..

and look very pale..

i jst have 3 hour sleep tat time..

on the admin block..the worker ask me.."what happen to you, why look so pale and tired"

lecturer say me; "yvonne you look pale on this same"

haizz..going to dead my dear fren and lecturer..

i miss my sweethome..miss my mom cook..miss my grandfather chinese tea..>.<

coming friday will back to KL..

-- End--

6 july 2010

woo..already long time din write blog..

on Sunday(4/7/10)

ah bi bought me FeiZhu(my little hamster)

they very cute oh..

^^

Feifei-->male

Zhuzhu-->female

they very active all the nite day..

and sleep on day time..

(same as me)

^^

they still strange to the new owner(me& ah bi)

and also their new cages..

let it 1 week see how^^

muakzzz thank ah bi..

you hv bought me 2 baby to accompany me..

== 3nd ==