29 May 2010

early in de morning..5.10am

just now i back fr0m The Cues..

snooker place..

while i walked back t0 hostel..

i look on to the sky..

the sky are very nice and peaceful with full moon and cloud..

i had stopped and look to the sky..

when i look to it..

my mind start think of my parent..

my life..

and y i nid to unhappy for those nonsense sumtime..

it not worth to me..

it make ppl more sad..

everytime i can think like tis..

when i normal time..

mean i not mad time..

but when the time problem coming..

facing plenty of problem..

my mind start abnormal..

what also cant think and cool down..

why i hyper stupid??

haizzz..

i think tat is wat ppl say..

Cakap pertama,buat kedua..

说容易，做就辛苦。。

** End **

27 May 2010

tis my 2nd day blog..

t0day i feel very very very lonely and very sad..

i feel tis world just can believe myself..

i cant stand to those people say 1 thing do 1 this..

they are hyper actor in this world..

fuck u..

i jst now feel wanna buy shoe..

coz my scandal alr spoil soon and my sport shoe alr spoil too..

but i continue wear it...

actually frm now only i noe..

wat i expect actually is cant easily get it..

there many things i should did and do it..

but i haven done it yet..

my life too much of challenging..

i love it..but not to my parent..

not on my closely fren..

even my simple life i also can put in wonderful ways just see i wanna to put anot..

please..

i gonna give up everything even fren..

in my life just have my family,parent and study>.<

**End**

27 May 2010

t0day i have skip my last class..T.T

0ver sleep at n00n..

stupid..

think th0se ppl will c0me and fetch me..

but n0..

next time..please if cant do tat dun pretend u can did tat..

tat will make ppl skip many things..

i w0nt depend on the ppl who like t0 put aeroplane..

that n0t w0rth t0 me..

WTF>.<

n0wadays have many people very selfish..

just care f0r themselves..

if i not those ppl CP i wont bother anythings..

start next sem..i no nid to bother any nonsense of things anymore..

remember..i treat u guys as fren i will find u and talk to u..

when i despair to u guys attitude..i wont bother wat u did to me and wat u wanna me to do..

from semester 1 i treat u r as my fren..but i treat as stupid ppl..

when i think u r de fren i can trust but u think i jst have u 1 of de fren call me here n there..

have u guys even feel i also born by my parent..i also hv my feeling..

not everytime can tahan all of u guys word and action..

behave yourself what u should did..

if i did tat to u..u also wont like it..

when i no heart to u guys?WHEN?

when u wanna me go find u all..i just say OK and din even say NO...

This call no heart?

when u guys have sum problem i help u guys..

but when i have problem..

who noe?

just I the person run for de problem and solve the problem my own..

when i having problem time..

nobody beside me give any support..

I just hope you guys understand what my situation..

non of you are..

everytime in all of your eye i am the person who happy every hour every day..wont have unhappy things de..rite?

FUCK OFF!!!

Ya,I no heart

start from now..

u guys only my fren..

not the person i give hope anymore..

i have my best fren just myself and Ee Wen, Siew Li

i will pretend all the things i should do..

but when need help..

PLEASE..

find your own best person or fren to solve it..

non to me i wont did..

I not useful to u guys anymore..

just u all can say me selfish..

just think..

i same as u all only..

SELFISH!!!

**End**

24 May 2010

aiy0y0~~

alr 3.46am j0r..

i at de bed role from 2.15 until n0w..

i still cant get in sleep..==

i damn tired..think can g0 t0 bed early..

but my brain start disturbing me t0 meet my Mr Right at dream..

keep thinking thinking and bili bala there..

totally dun0 wat it think and say..==

erm erm..

Sunday(23/5/10)

de 1st day at Nono Restaurant w0rk..

fuyohhh..

there als0 nid us t0 write CHINESE w0rd de..

please la..n0w wat w0rld 0h..

English is m0re imp0rtant la..

== wakakak..c0z i d0nn0 Chinese sure say tat..

ngek ngek..

t0day i nth FAN + WORRY c0z my b0dy keep w0rking whole day

t0 let me Think de bad news fr0m de Pass..

but i know myself..

tis bad news 1day will run away and get a Happy + Enjoy life t0 me back..

♥♥♥♥

== 3nd ==

23 May 2010

m0rning all

^^

t0day i get much better d..even saw him on9 i dun feel scare de..

y i shld scare of him..no point als0..=p

i have my bibi n dear sayang n care me..

have my big brother to take k me..love me..

wat i gonna t0 scare anymore..

please go away la..=p

i very bored leh..

i play c0mputer frm

table --> bed--> floor

aiyoyo~~

y my life s0 b0red de..i wanna w0rk la..

i wanna get m0ney t0 buy my stuff la..

work work work..

study study study~~

i love u all^^

hehe..

i wanna

--3nd--

22 May 2010

I just back fr0m Barroom..

damn..

i din get a nice enjoyment at there..

i din dance,din get a nice drink..

my mind jst hv plenty of things..

1 coz of U,

2 coz of such bitch at there..

make me feel b0red..

0mg..

Bi...ba0bei sumtime feel s0rry t0 u..

c0z think of sum other which din give u a great time..

but everytime you 4give me..

how i treat you..

u still so sayang me..

we can b last longer?

i dun0..

but i will take you love to fill in to my heart..

i wont let u see me sad anymore..

i believe you can give me happiness..

=)

== 3nd ==

19 May 2010

alr late in midnite..

i saw u on9..

i feel very miss u and feel to msg u chat wit u..call to listen to your voice..

but my heart tell me not to do tat..

coz de reason it given is..u wont reply me wont ans it..

when even i put how much effort to u..

how much i love u..

it not worth..

i get back nothing..

i just get a big lier and a big hurt to my heart..

u r the only person i put much effort..

u r the person i think u the most love me..

i get the wrong feeling..i really feel i very stupid y i need to miss ??

y i need to remember u?

y i cant forget u as i wish.. to make me feel better?

i respect ur dad very much..coz i noe u r de 1..

but i wrong

anywhere..

thx for u to give me a good lesson again..

thank Siew Li, Poh Choo and brother Kumar very much..

you guys at my side avtime when i sad when i nid to have a talk

you guy avtime lent your ear to me to let me talk about my sadness..

i feel much better to talk about that..

thank Kumar tell me many things so i can think more wide..

i love u guys so much..

Thank!!!!!

I ♥ U

Siew Li

Poh Choo

Brother Kumar